Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Humans will only cherish when they've lost it. I totally agree. I read my brother's blog, and he claims how much he misses an uncle, who passed away last year. "I miss him a lot, I always do - until that night last year when my mother came into my room whispering to me Uncle died in his sleep. I was stupid I was dumb. I skipped going to his funeral in M'sia thinking that whoever my girlfriend was that time will be lonely in Singapore and my friends here were too important to not even see them for a day ; just to see little of my uncle's funeral. "i think it's crap. If he really did cherish, he wouldn't have regretted. He would be happy thinking that Uncle is having a better life somewhere out of this world. He wouldn't be so remorseful now. At least he knows how to regret ? As far as I'm concerned, regret only lost to disappoint, being the second worse feeling. Because when you are disappointed, you know that you've tried hard. Whereas, regret means that you didn't grab hold of that chance presented to you. It was a gift, which most people would choose to neglect. Instead of dwelling on this dumb mistake of his, I feel that he should do something to his relationship with us, who are still alive and kicking. I may sound a bit mad here, but i cannot allow him to regret again. Oh well, i wish i have the guts to tell him all that I've said here, but apparently i do not. Nut case.
On a lighter note, Netball was fun. When we doing the drills, I do not why but i feel a sudden sense of unity. Alright, Eunice, I've sorted almost everything out (: [ say I'm smart darling, haha ! ]
Oh Mickey you're so fine,
You're so fine, you blow my mind
Hey Mickey !

