When it's time to choose between what is easy; and what is right, which will you choose?

there's someone out dere whom i alws quarrel with becos of this.. to me, i'll alws do whatever i feel like doing, cos dere's only one life and one chance to live, and i dnwanna regret. but to that person, it's alws what is right.

i nv understood why.

but i did something incredibly stupid yet brave today. it was very uncharacteristic of me. I noe i'll most probably cry myself to sleep later. why, i might even look back and regret. but. i noe it was the right thing to do. and i noe if that person were to know of what i've done, he/she will be proud of me.

but acty, it doesnt matter. cos im proud of myself. :)

im learning. dat sometimes you cant just do wadever you like to. laws and rules aint dere to be broken, dere's such a thing called consequence. even if dere're no rules, there're such things called discpline. integrity. and conscience.

maybe all these is just a part of growing up. learning to make the right choices. i HATE choices. but everyone has a choice sometimes, heck, we're faced with choices everyday. when u choose whether or not to jay-walk, you're not thinking, ACCIDENT. sumtimes it doesnt matter whether there're consequences, cos YOU noe. and slowly it'll engulf you. you'll think you can get away with everything.

like me. but sumtimes it's better to be safe than sorry. sometimes doing the right thing makes you feel a little lighter. :)

on a totally different note, life's been great...!

i like phonecalls. :) and anime. and books. and shopping. getting all excited over cheap bargains. went out with frens to buy stationery d other day, omg we bought so much! i tink i bought enough for the rest of my life. :D

i spent the whole day out today.. went to visit many people and played, shopped.. :D and i was 1hr40min late in meeting cherry n meiyun for dinner. omg so sorry! :x

teeheehee. thks cherrie i enjoyed the performance tonite, alot. the acting, dance, effects and music were all great. =) for a moment there, i wondered how it would feel to be up dere, performing for a purpose..

i often break down when i listen to beautiful church music, i dnknw why. it feels like sth fragile inside me is broken, yet understood. it was in the same place a few yrs ago when i said the prayer, and became a christian...

yet time passed, life moved on and i slowly lost faith.

i hope i din disappoint you today, cherry.. cos i din say the prayer. sitting dere with all the other children of god, it became clear to me that i simply wasnt ready yet..

i don't know if god had planned it, but people like yeehan and me are family-loving people. dere's no way we can forsake our families, or even cause problems..

maybe the day will come when i become truely aware of where my direction in life is, what religion to follow. but right now, im just a very confused 15-yr-old, and i jus don't wanna tink abt it.

meanwhile, i feel like im truely quite blessed by the people up dere. great family, great frens, great life. maybe not perfect, dere ARE problems, but oh well. dere's more than enough reason to be happy.

=D

this has been a very very long-winded post. hahaha. EHHH. MY blog wad so no word limit de lor. i can go on and on and on. =D Muaahahahahahahahahahhahahaa.
okok. acty i noe that hannie will read till here.

=)

im worried for you girl. you sounded quite troubled and tired on the phone.. so unlike you. been a long time since me n cherrie last saw you... cos you keep blowing our appointments off last-minute.. zzz. but oh well, life's quite tiring for you now isnt it, with work and training and **. and it's hard to stay angry at yeehan. haha. we uds lah, but do take care of urself..!!

dere seems to be many problems for you now.. you can alws rant ur complains or unfairness here. or give me a call! x) quarrels cause disharmony afterall.. you may feel it's unfair but try ur best to ren or jus have a good talk? meanwhile, noe dat we're praying for you kae.

loves!

-Eunice.

it's been raining raining raining. pouring, in fact. :)

i like. =D

but it's not good when you're standing at the bus stop and gets splashed constantly by all d cars on the road. =.+ met my qin jia today, who is probably the only person on earth who'll hang out with me at toa payoh library. haha.

and we came to a conclusion that the mathematician who came up with "circles properties" really had nth better to do. -__- anyway, we finally finished our assignments! *sense of accomplishment* & indulged in our world of books.

boring? haha. nopes. =) reading is fun. i tink i really could get used to this... being a guai kia! =D

play hard. work hard. no pain. no gain.

no more ponning school next year. no more copying. no more dreaming. no more shit.

go eunice go.

& of course, we gotta reward ourselves after that, with.. SHOPPING!! =)

it's amazing wad shopping can do..! the pure joy of buying things. muahaha.

& im really looking forward to the next chapter.

let those tears not cry anymore.
let the roll of thunder resound no more.
let the raindrops fall as heaven's gift.
let the rain wash away my sad ending.

cos the sound of your voice drowns the rain.
cos the tune you play brings warmth in the cold,
cos i know you'll be dere to shelter me.
cos i'll rather be wet and let you dry me.

people despond in the rain, but not i.
people let the rain hide their tears, but not i.
people say rain comes with sadness, but not i.
people let the rain extinguish their fire, but not i.

cos.. cliche as it seems, after the storm, comes the rainbow.
and the sun will shine again. x)

meanwhile, enjoy it!
play in the rain! get wild. get wet. get wildwildwet (okay no link). =_+ but yah, tink of it not as heaven's tears, but as sparkling, crystal-clear water!

rainy days are sleepy days, sleepy days are dreamy days, and dreamy days makes me think of you.

you told me that two yrs ago. i'll rmb it for twenty years.

*waiting is easy.. missing is hard. *

eunice.

went to send my sister off this morning... she's going to Auzzie for 3weeks.

for the next three weeks,

no one will wake me up at 3am in the morning because she wants to "talk".
no one will fight with me for the bathroom.
no one will pester me to clean up the room.
no one will flood my inbox asking me to go home when im out, cos she's alone at home.
no one will treat me to pasta mania.
no one will threaten to throw my squishie out of the window.
no one will sing along with the songs playing on the com.

argh.. she's been gone for only a few hours. and i miss her so much already.

x.X but i came home and realised that half of my clothes is gone! omg lahh. i tink she brought enough clothes to change twice everyday.. zzz. okay i dun miss her so much ler. and i can have two rooms, two beds, two tables and two dressing tables to myself! muahahaha.

she wanted me to go along with her, and im sooo tempted.. a long holiday far far away. with the sun, stars and kola bears! -_- but yah, i cant afford to miss the first week of school, and i tink i'll die on the plane, so yea. home it is.

wad's more i've got mountains of homework, people to meet, and a squishie to take care of.

been thinking alot... dere's sth im dreading so much. dreading with every single fibre of my being. everytime i tink of it i feel like dere's a stone in my stomach... it's stupid. it's silly. it's totally retarded.

i've talked to many people about it, even my parents and my sis. everyone said dey'll be dere, and that really helps. but i cant help but be afraid. cos dere's nth to look forward to, but cruelty and failure is to be expected.

argh. im totally crazy. sometimes i look back and i remember. all the people i've lost, relationships that have distanced or soured. all the bad happenings, all the mistakes made i could nv take back. all the things that've changed, all the things dat'll nv be the same. i'll cringe and feel like crying. i'll feel like a totally horrible person and should jus go bang against the wall and die.

but sometimes i'll smile instead. at the fond memories, at the used-to-bes... i'll look at the people i have around me now, my family, and lifelong friends, and i cant help but feel that im pretty lucky after all.

people say, cherish what you have before you lose it. but yet, it's not that as long as you cherish sth deeply, you wont lose it. everything is permanent, nothing stays forever... you noe wad? you can afford to lose.. it's hard when someone is the centre of another's universe, when someone is indispensable... when you feel that you need another, that another is more important than you, it's tiring. even if it's two-sided.

yeahh.. i'm the kind of person who hates to be alone. i've never eaten a meal alone, never watched a movie alone, never shopped alone, never travelled far alone. im usually dependent on others around me. my pirorities are 1) relationships/family/friends 2) things i like 3) myself. 4) dreams 5) studies.

it just doesnt work that way.. it's time for a change... 1) studies 2) dreams 3) myself 4) things i like 5) relationships/family/friends.

haha. it's a nice feeling to be so close to someone, you noe everything abt that person, her friends, her family, her secrets, her wishes.. bla bla.. and it's nice when people know you. yet now i feel like i've lost that special connection with others, and it sucks when you realise you're so far away from people you used to be so close to.

yes. don't probe when you don't really care..

jus came home after a night out with Anthea, my primary school friend. =D supposed to have an outing today! but i freaking forgot. and Ant din wanna go without me, so we had poor samuel waiting alone at the mrt. oh gosh. i promise im gonna make it up to him! but oh well, who plans an outing at 8am?? dinner would be fine.

and yepps! Ant is still as bubbly and fun as ever.. she's like, 145 and insists she 150. HAHA. i must have known her for like what, eight years? and she's still optismistic, cheerful, no matter what.

oh boy. i feel like such a grown up grouch next to her. hehe. Ant is a purple freak like im a pink freak. and we went gaga over all the pink/purple stuff in bugis, plaza sing n mrts. -_-

<3. we should get tgt more! it's cool to have a bestfriend jus next block. hahaha.

thanks girl (though i noe u'll nv read this) for remembering everyting i've ever told you, all the fun times, for alws lending me a jacket when im cold, for making me laugh, and making my day today. :)

yes you're another one who's definitely invited to my wedding. HAHA.

im going to be mugger next year!! *determined*


***


he made me smile, because i felt like smiling for him.
but you.. you made me smile when i feel like crying...

i noe it's wrong, but can you jus hold on to me?

just hold on... for another second.

just a second.

cause that second. is enough to keep me from breaking down.

-eunice

EUNICE !
do you know how to make tomato juice ?


it is good for people who are on diet (:

siannage ! i want to cry out loud now. my computer got reformatted the second time this year ): so there goes my songs&pictures&informations. what makes my heart breaks most was the netball information ive saved in my computer. i remember staying up till the next morning, collating everyone's contacts and attendance, and also our games' performances. there goes everything. and the point is, i dunno where i put my attendance list. my house is not big, i will be able to find it soon huh ! =/


how do you feel when you look at that picture with two empty swings ?

i think i felt a sense of insecurity, no sense of belonging and a little bitter memories of childhood.
yet at the same time, i think i saw hope&chance in everything we do. i don't understand why, chances just cause someone to indulge in a world of self denial, and they just won't be able to change. and yet, being harsh and restricting them more, will result in a more disastrous effect. sometimes it is, sometimes is isnt, i just dun wish to think any further. because of the lies you've said, and the pain you've inflicted in everyone.

damn it,
tell me what's on your mind when you are smoking ?

if you want to know how much it hurts the people who care, perhaps if you are not too cold blooded,
i would share that cigg with you,
to let you know how it feels.

-hannie

The Best Gift..

One day a man punished his young daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he was furious when the child tried to decorate a box.

Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy." Hewas embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found the box was empty. He yelled at her, "Don't you know when you give someone a present, there's supposed to be something inside it?

His daughter looked up at him with tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Daddy, it's not empty, I blew kisses into the box. All for you, Daddy."

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness.

An accident took the life of the child only a short time later and it is told that the man kept that gold box by his bed for many years and whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.

In a very real sense, each of us have been given a gold container filled with unconditional love--love and kisses from our children, our friends, our family or from God.There is no more precious possession anyone could hold.

Pass this on to those you care about. Remind them what the most precious gift in the world is--Unconditional Love.

you asked me if i love you..
and i choked on my reply.
i'd rather hurt you honestly den mislead you with a lie.

=x eunice here. both me n hann have been away! to malaysia.. yepps. i jus came back from johore.. went to buy my ticket! i'll be going to Genting, den KL from 13-17.. i've went to Genting almost every year. -_- but im still excited abt this trip, cos for once, i got my parents to abandon the car and go on a backpack trip!

yepps, omg omg my parents are going to walk for once. =D shopping is going to be sooo fun! and im in charge of the itenary! so im planning to bring my parents to a movie, to the themepark, and the karaoke! i figured it's time i find out where my horrible singing genes come from.

but i've been dere so many times.. Citysquare in Johore is starting to feel like bugis, a shopping centre i know inside out. =(

and i cant help but feel so loserish. =( finally talked to wenmei! i miss that girl loads~ x) and omigod. she jus came home from Switzerland n Italy. from seeing snow. oh man!

true, i'd die in the plane. but still- i wonder what it's like to be somewhere different for a change. so many of my frens are going all over the world.. hongkong. thailand. taiwan. china. tokyo. france. USA. Perth. Sidney. Korea..

i've already received 5 different bears from different countries n many other gifts.. it really meant alot to me that people remembers me when on a trip! =) i'll try to get tings from you all when im shopping too! but. it's a little pointless, isnt it.

suddenly feeling green with envy... haha. im well known for my fear of planes.. but I swear one day im going to get rid of my parents and my own fear of planes, den we'll go somewhere fun and far!! i'll survive the many many flight hours, & den i'll be able to tell all my frens proudly dat ME, yes ME!! went travelling with my family.

lol.

eunice ♥ rhapsody of falling leaves says:
you're making me turn green. =(
Wenmei / A White Christmas (: says:
You can't. You can only stay pink.

i agree. pink is happy!!

mon&tues will be busy days. so i wun be blogging. =) ciao~

MISS ME!

i feel – deliciously happy.
i want – world peace! or christmas to be cancelled. HAHA.
i am making - a stronger personality.
i am wearing – a pink shirt with bears all over it. (dun worry you'll nv get to see this shirt)
i am trying to – at least get ONE piece of hw done.
my best friend is – fantastic human beings i love n trust. xD
my favorite memory is – my birthday surprise.. or surprises.
my worst memory is – i dun even wanna talk abt it.
my favorite vacation place is – genting! a lil sad but anywhere is fun with my family.
i am – a pinkaholic. =D
i want to be – tall! or at least taller den hannie.
i try too hard to – be forgiving.
my fear is – of deep waters.
my hopes are – to succeed in studies nxt yr n make a difference in other's life.
when i get older –I want to find out wad's beyond this little red dot which i've lived in all my life.
i look – human. o.O
i HATE - people who think highly of themselves.
person i love is – myself! haha. n my family.
my favorite color is - do you even need to ask? pink. like duh.
my favorite television show is – bleach! i dn care if it's nt on tv. it's the BEST.
a person i adore is – sasuke. xP
the person that i'm thinking about is – yeehan. becos she's gonna get killed. *glares*
i love the way – life never fails to surprse me.
summer time is – when the sun shines.
my life is - full of fun.
one thing i can't live without is – squishie. haha.
i – like to do things my way.
like my father always says – I should grow up someday.
before i go to bed, i - must drink daddy's hot milo.
the first thing i do in the morning is – refuse to wake up.
the best thing about life - everything will alws be okay in the end. =)
i never knew that – everyting dat has form will fade. except memories.
my lucky number is - 9 or 19.
my room is - pink! & alws messy.
i can't – resist temptations!
i cry when – i feel like crying. (this is a lousy question, thus a lousy answer)
something that makes me smile is - teddy bears.
it's – easy to forgive but hard to forget.. =(
this survey is- a waste of time. -_-
people to do this survey - if you read it you must do! wahahaha. now no one will read it. -_-

yoyo eunice is back from 2F chalet! it was deliciously fun. wanted to jus wait for photos from deer and post them, but decided not to in the end, as im lazy. HAHA. and pictures will never capture those moments.

candid shots are ugly. so use ur imagination!

LIM&tang cheese hotdog business on the way!
Cheese/bbq sauce food fight btw us n yh, xy, hw!
Sprayed with water in the shower.
Ridiculous shampoo hairstyles.
Mahjong. Twister. Bridge. Daidi. xbox
my 5am phone call. =)
volley with ivan n keith.
girlchats. tears
Wildwildwet!
Crazy and wacky games.
gei wo tempo ready go! dao4 zhuang1 ju4!
9ppl sliding on d children's playground.
me!! winning at chess. xD (okayy, wiv 5 ppl helping me)
arcade. bbq. fire. food. smiles.
k2025-

fond memories. i had fun. =) it feels good to get together again!

=) the key to healing is forgetting things that have been forgiven.

EUNICE LIM; THIS IS SO GOING TO BE A FREAKING LONG&BORING POST, JUST TO PUSH THAT PHOTO DOWN. LIKE WTH. IF YOU WISH TO KNOW THE DEFINITION OF UGLY, LOOK AT THAT PHOTO TAKEN YEARS AGO =/

yes im awake, at this hour, six am. hahs. when school reopens, it would not be surprising for me to wake up at this hour, dragging myself out of bed, preparing for school. hey ! there's only like three weeks to start of a new year, start of new school term ! i had better get my engine started. i dont wish to look like a moron, staring back at the teacher, questioning her alien language.

anyway, life is indeed a vicious cycle. when we finish school, we have to brood over the politics we face in working life. during retirement, we have to understand that our kids will neglect us somehow. all the way till death, nothing is brought with our empty shell, not even these memories. so sometimes, i actually wonder, where in the world will we go after death. hell/heaven, reincarnation, or just death. because there might or might not be a god in this world. and im not intending to have faith in any god right now. i was a Christian, until i realized that i couldn't place my family after god. if god really exists, my family will be banished to hell, while im enjoying life up there. no, i cannot do that.

but anyway, life is just so... stupid.

nevertheless, it's this sense of responsibility that kept me going on for fifteen and coming years. not because i care about how outsiders view me, but i have to be responsible for my duties and actions. i just cannot be sloppy, it's inside me.

anyway, treasure life !

shoots, this post is not long enough =/ never mind, i will write another post again. because i just cannot crap for so long, tires my brain.

and what in the world is the link between being awake at six, preparing for school, vicious cycle, religions, stupid life, humanity senses !?! arghs, i don't care. i just want to be drunk, now.

BOO. Ahahah hannie don't you look SO cute in the picture..? x)
just like the black pig you bought for me at my concert... thanks alot alot for coming anyway!

loves to my darling lings (drinking at d back) and cherry wiv d cute pink bag too! & wen who cldnt come.

i cant believe this is the only picture i have of us two though.

2.23 am now. =__+ and i jus finished my surprise for hann. click on the fifth heart, dear.. =) well i jus thought her profile was a little too plain for yeehan. so yea, hope u liked it. =D

teeheehee.

loves n goodbye!

so you think all these while i was blind&foolish ? who was the one who forsaked his family, played truancy, neglected his studies, for his love and friends. your love abandoned you. your friends promoted but you didnt. being two years older than me, doesn't mean that you are more mature than i am. you picked up a habit i thought you wouldnt touched, because you despised it so much when we were much younger. it spoiled our relationship with our dad, because we thought that was what made him bad tempered. so in the end, whose life is more screwed now ? i worry for you, i care for you, i still do, i really do. i dont know how to tell you that, im still the same girl who believes that everyone is good in this world, the girl who believes and trusts in you. the conversations we now engage in, are words to cover for the mischiefs we've done. no more heart to heart talks. no more of those, no more of the shared dream.

remember, we are to earn lots of money, to buy a three storey bungalow, for mum. i suggested to not put dad into this dream, but you said, we run the same blood. so from then, i tried to talk to him nicely, but still, he favours you more. in fact, every relatives of ours. i was jealous, i was angry. but, i still love you. well, i accepted it, because im a girl, and you are a guy.

they say, there's always something greater than dreams. but i feel that, it was what made us so bonded, working towards the same goal. but now, you walked away. be back, will you ? now i fear, because i dread studying. ive forgotten every single bit of those chemical formulae, biology terms, physics calculations. damn them. it's not too late to start, and my dear, you are still young in your blood, wake up to your senses, differentiate what's right and wrong, will you ?



- hannie

yoyo! eunice here.

tmr is my 2F chalet! x) it'll be good to get together again.. but i havent even TOUCHED my hw yet.. and im leaving singapore next week. so yeah, in short... get me a one-way ticket to africa or sth for christmas...

hmm.. i seem to be late in meeting everyone nowadays.. im so sorry kayyy. i rly din mean it.. sumtimes i'll have all these great plans for a day. meeting 3 different ppl, going all over singapore, or wadever.. BUDDEN. sum stupid thing will alws crop up! grrr.

like for yesterday and today... okay maybe sunday too. urmms ya saturday too.. okay fine. on all the days ending with "y"... i woke up a little later den i expected.. and everything is ruined! im late in meeting everyone no matter how i rush. ARGH.

went vivo ytd to catch a movie.. OMIGOD lah cinema 1 is realllyyy big. wad would i give to have my face shown on that screen, with many many ppl watching... but on the other hand, my pimples will be the size of BASKETBALLS lah. noooo!

happy feet was good. really good. =) i nv tot penguins were cute. but they are! no fishing!

and it was fun seeing a 1.8m guy at the barbie section in toys r us.. HAHA.

today i went over to lin's hse... if she were to come over to my hse, she'll be here by 10. if i were to go over, i'll reach by 2... hahaha. same distance, diff ppl... slacked around.. watched youtube... den we went to play pick-up basketball below her hse... i was in a pink baby tee, and a black skirt... not exactly clothes you'll wear to play sports.. =x

oh man i've never played pick-up basketball before... never had the courage to jus join n play with strangers.. cos my b'ball skills are a little below average. and hell, my neighbourhood is full of ITE ppl... i get laughed at more often den not.

in a b'ball game in school, when attacking i'll probably stand at the 45degree area and wait for someone to pass me the ball before shooting... cos dat's the only shot im confident 0f. i cant do lay-ups or 3 pointers. basically, i suck.

but no one will pass me the ball in street games.. it'll get intercepted. so im forced to go outside and intercept balls... and im encouraged to shoot from 3 point line. oh god...

at first, i was shy n i jus passed. but soon i realise no one will blame you if you miss... & i surprised myself by shooting in a 3-pointer! okay i was lucky, but still...

dere were ppl from 5 yrs old to 56 yr olds.. haha! one was nicknamed elephant, one was named Sri Lanka (cos he was dark), my cousin was Amma, and im "ms pink". LOL.

it felt nice. i noe i dun look sporty at all. if you wanna be nice, you can say im feminine. or you can say im jus pale n fat. but i love sports.. i just bought a b'ball at the addidas fair, im thinking of going to the neighbourhood to play b'ball! =) i noe i suck at it, but heys... who cares?

it's called opportunity.

remember.
you miss 100% of the shots you don't take!

i apologise to pink&kc yea ! i really din mean to. but the work schedule ive got, really dosent allow me to have a little short naps. so usually, i will fall into a deep slumber once i reach home. and the recent, regular headaches simply spoil my mood; every freaking wonderful day =/ like yesterday, the wonderful meal at cartel with drea&cheng just aint enough to cover the headache; excruciating !

anyway, ive gotten back my sim card ! because i volunteered to pay for the amount i overused ! obviously my mum was more than willing to return it to me, but damn, there goes half of my pay then ! =/ so anyway, contact me through my original number everyone ! =DDD

im sorry i sounded harsh earlier on on the phone.

I don't know what's got over me this short period of holidays but I just decided to forsake my job for the life I've been used to over the years.
And it's love; i miss you sweetheart !

eunice x)

yo. well. me n kc came to a conclusion dat yeehan really love us alot and wanna give us alot of good luck. becos.. she alws put pigeons out on us. my dear tanyeehan, im not going overseas, we're not in India, i noe you have more than enough money to buy one bird.. don't you dare forget our appointments again!

okay i bet no one has any idea wad im talking about. get a credit card and buy a clue okay. or pherhaps, watch some tv.

anyway, belinda came over on friday. she's the only friend of mine who i'll let into my house without bothering to clear anything up.. hahaha. quoting her, most of my frens will probably be traumatised by an experience of trying to wake me up. especially from my own bed! haha.

hmm i've practically known her all my life.. and she's the only non-family member who i'll let touch my squishie. x) but she doesnt exactly count, since i've considered her family long ago. haha.

had lots of fun! plotting ways to steal stones. +_= well anyone wanna donate stones to us? don't ask why we need it. cos. urmms. stones are good for health.

watched high school musical! and my sister got addicted to the song "start of something new" and sang it repeatedly. great. this teaches me that piracy really aint good. she goes "this will be the start of sth new, this will be start of sth new, this will be start of sth new... this will be start of sth new...." it aint too fun hearing the same line over n over again trust me.

*groans* i just got home. my feet is aching... haha christmas mood has really got into all of the shopping centres! went orchard and saw the pretty christmas lights.. x) and look who has came to town! not santa, but santasssss!

i counted at least 20 mr. santas, and at least 10 ms santas... all dressed in red. fat ones skinny ones tall ones short ones. o.O dere were many reindeers too. none had a shiny nose. :( i guess ppl think you'll be happier to receive flyers from santa? haha. dere were also many trees... i saw red trees, gold trees, silver trees, blue trees, trees with water, trees with bears... and my favourite... PINK trees!!! but my ultimate favourite.. the tree in front of heeren's... the swarovski crytal tree! omg lah i feel like waiting under the tree for the crystal to drop. one is enough to cure my financial woes. =(

but im an educated person. x) my teacher taught me not to shou zhu dai tu.. (shou the pig wait for the rabbit or sth) waiting is useless. go grab ur opportunity!! so i shall post my wish here dat i would like a crystal for christmas dat i can pawn to get money. so you nice ppl must reward me for not shou zhu dai tu -ing and buy me a crystal for christmas.. pretty pls? hahahaha.

hmm yea, the streets seems a little haunted with the christmas spirit.. later i went vivocity to have pastamania for dinner!! and i heard ppl carolling... so nice... haha.

SING ALONG~
Christmas is coming, eunice's getting fat! pls put a dollar in eunice's pocket! if you havent got a dollar, den a fifty cents will do. if you havent got a fifty cents den god bless you!

im crazy. *gasp*

-__-

i rly dnknw why u're like dat.
if u knew i'll be upset. den why do u still do dat?
it disappoints me.
and im losing my faith in you.

i know respect has to be earned. but dignity doesn't.