eunice here!

it's 1am now. and im seriously considering putting toothpicks in my eyes to keep my eyes open. yes, im that tired..

finally a little time to blog after so long, i alws feel like it's a race against time in everything i do nowadays. it feels like i've gotta chiong for everything.. to get onto to the school bus, to get homework done, to make it in time for the bell, to meet someone on time.

yes, the old me would have just heck care. but i've decided NOT to be late for anything this year.

hehehs. school has been hell loads of fun.. but no, it's not heaven loads of fun. all the work is making me so fucked up. yes i used the F word. it's getting on my nerves. im determined not to lag behind though. believe me, school is a torture when you have no idea what's going on, and all you're doing in every class is counting down the minutes to the next class.

when you know what you're doing though, time passes pretty fast. and, *gaspgasp* i like working hard. =D i love how each subject has so much knowledge to offer me. (yes you should clap for me)

someone told me that i'll never succeed, cos i alws have so much determination and spirit to study at first, but it all thins out after two week. too true. im learning though, that it's not how much work you started out with, but how much work you can keep doing.
consistency is the word.
slacking is against the laws this year.

=) i've had a very very fun week though. (hey it's only the first week wadddd let me play)..

to sum it all up:
shopping at vivo was crazy.
deathnote2 the fourth time was still good.
even bugis is fun when you've got fun company.
KFC, pasta, macs, long john's are all good for health!
for the record, i've ate 6plates of pasta this week.
i love a friend who'll go with me to the library. YES I READ.
Mahjong is the best game on earth!!
but girlchats are the best, no comparison.
your phone calls/smses makes me smile.
singing in class brightens the days.
yes, even all the normal staying back after school to "study" will go into a treasured memory box of mine.

of course, it isnt all perfect.. dere're still some days i feel blue.. some i-wishes dat'll nv come true. some days i feel like crying. some days i feel like running away.

but overall, im still glad im me.. =)

it upsets me a little when i found out some things.. i know my outlook is practically screaming PINK!! all over. i know i have over-excess pink things. but so? no one thinks badly of a girl who like blue, green, white, black, or even like, brown. so why does everyone discriminate pink girls as bimbotic, aa freaks?

argh. it pisses me off. wadever man.

hannie! im so sorry i din turn up for netball farewell. it's so far.. *groans* hope to see ya soon.. =( all of you.. i can finally honestly say im doing great! and i hope you are too. x)

wun be blogging as much, school work and all. maybe i'll put in a poem or a picture or some thoughts when i have something to share. used to think that blogs let others know how im doing, but i now know that i'll be doing fine, always. =)