if i were to look back at the november'07 in the future, i'd remember it as having 1 crazy fun-filled day in town followed by 10 days of workworkwork. pherhaps this makes the day in town more memorable anw.

my work schedule's really quite bad though. there're 3 shifts: morn, afternn, night. i used to wk all the afternn (the slackiest) only, but apparently auntie lillian (wking morn)'s son is getting married/daughter jus gave birth so she doesnt want to work too. so now i cover morn to afternn. THEN. jessica lim (watashiwa sister) is having exams, so she's nt wking mon wed nights & wkends. so now im working morn, afternn, mon, wed nights + wkend. AND THEN. madienna (tue thurs night)'s sister is in hospital, so she doesnt want to work TOO.

so now.. it becomes..

me: uh.. let me see.. oh, me?

doctor: oh. who's wking tmr morn?

me: me?

doctor: afternn?

me: me??

doctor: *tries not to laugh* night?

me: ME!!

me: *whines* all of them dnwan to work le..

me: =) happy...

& really, i am happy. I love the smell of medicine. & i like the way im trusted to open & close up the clinic myself. Everyday, i'd measure my height & weight to see if i've miraculously grown overnight (i'm 158 with shoes on & i jus knw i'll turn 159 TMR) (oh & i'm 46.2kg in the morn, 46.5 after dinner).. listen to the stethoscope & try to determine whether the dubdubs of my own heart is healthy.. & my favourite activity: sit on the doctor's chair and imagine i'm a real doctor.. =D it's like barbie in a dream hse!

Of course, there're still times i'd blunder up, like mixing up people & having totally no idea how to use a fax machine.. or where the x-tray report went.. & i do so hate it when patients glare at me while waiting for their turn. (IT'S NT MY FAULT!!).. & sometimes i had to deal with gross images that makes me feel like missing lunch when i chaperon female patients (like this woman had a tumor on her private part it was all bloody. & this girl who cut her wrist & u can see her tendrons).. i'm glad to say i was professional tho. & surprisingly had steady hands. overall i'm a better assistant with fewer mistakes as days pass.. & the occasional "well-done", "excellent, eunice!" never fails to make my days.

& oh yes, the worse thing abt my job? the TEMPTATIONS. right in front of me is the anti-depression pills. Imagine living in a large, protected bubble. Or i can make everyone around me happy too! but imagine if the bubble breaks.. =x crash back to reality. no thanks. then there're the sleeping pills. no more sleepless nights/bad dreams! but.. take 5 of them? & HALLELUJAH! turn into sleeping beauty. except you wun wake up even if your prince kisses you 50 times... no thanks i dun trust myself. & the MOST tempting of all.. THE MC BOOK!!! all signed, right in front of me. NO MORE SCHOOL. and wad a business i'll make... selling mcs. hahaha. NO EUNICE NO. *self-restraint* people trust you.

well. the big question is.. wad am i going to do with my 900dollar pay? =) i can buy 3 more bunnies! i can buy pretty dresses! 500 donuts! 90 plates of pasta! 90 movies! haha. *surprise surprise* though, wad i FEEL like doing is putting it aside to save up for the OMYGOD PINK vaio laptop...! but oh well. wad i WILL do is acty to take 300 to support myself, and give the rest to daddy.. =) money's tight now. we're trying to raise over 20k for renovation of our new hse (ICANTWAIT) & there's still the HK trip... i knw the $ is alot to me, and probably a meagre amt to daddy mummy so it's quite silly huh. but i jus wanna feel like im doing sth. anything. to watch them frown less.

AND ANW. i can alws whine and pout and drop hints abt that laptop next yr after we've sold this house. and who knows what might happen then? =P

prob is i seriously doubt 300 is enough d way im going lol. jus came home from giving my sister a treat.. ouch $50.. i dnmind though she has probably treated me 50 times. but.. darlings, pls dun ask me for treats k. =P if i'm a millionaire i wld. prob is. money doesnt grow in my garden.. okay i dn even have a garden. sigh.

time's rushing by & the only thing that makes me slow down & feel that time's rushing by is coming home each day and realising that happy has grown.. again! a little rounder, a little fatter.. ah. just remembering her makes me smile. i love my bunny.

EVERYONE NEEDS A BUNNY. go get yours today! & he/she will be a invited to happy's bday party nxt yr! it'll really be "HAPPY bday" hahahah get it?

i miss our emails.

-holdmetight-