and so after that dark dark emo emo post which i decided to edit afterall... november is finallyyy here!! =D october seemed like an never-ending mth sia. dnknw why. pherhaps i'm counting down with the olvl ppl lol.

and there was the much dreaded higher chinese O's on the last day of oct. bleah. i tink it's quite funneh acty wad's the least scary paper for the olvl ppl is the most scary paper for me. since it's my only paper. -.- and anw it was a total flop can. i cant believe i nv wrote a 论文 before and i acty made my first attempt in the O lvls. sigh.

reminds me of my eoys where i was supposed to write abt my personal account of 狼来了; anw i cant rmb wad the story is abt except it's abt lies. so i went on and on abt how one lie led to another.. which is totally OFF point. zzz. if only O's came out same qn i wld have known wad to write.. how abt, "eunice pon school too many times, so when eunice is really sick & miss sch becos of that no one believes.." lol.

yepps i'm really sick lah! you stupid ppl keep asking me why i pon today. ytd nite sis brought me some medicine & told me it cause drowsiness. i was like, aiya sure wun have effect one lahh.... den... i slept at 10 last nite n at 1pm today i was still struggling to get up.. o.O morale? don't underestimate teeny weeny pills. i'm still suspecting whether my sister mixed up and gave me sleeping pills though... i'm still quite sleepy now. -.-

but heys. usually i hate being sick. it's like you feel damn uncomfortable, and all your plans get delayed and you basically just have to stone and eat those pills till you're okay... that is so not fun. i remember when i was small though, i used to love being sick. hell, i'd WANT to get sick.. go play in the rain. eat chocolate and sleep... lol. cos when i'm sick is the only time when mummy will pat me till i'm asleep.. it's the only time when daddy talks to me in a gentler voice.. the only time when my sister will hughug me... somehow all that changed when i grew up.. maybe cos all these things aint as impt to me as when i was small le.

today though, i like being sick. =) which makes me sound mentally sick. -__- but yah. i like being sick.. because i like the way you care. plain water tastes sweeter when someone cares whether you drink it or not. lol. i'm not as foolish though, i do take care of myself now & i want to get well, really. i'll drink lots of water. i'll eat more fruits. i'll remember to eat my medicine.. and.. i'll eat good food! hahaha.

=D hahahah. me, yun, cyn & woon went to eat yuki&yaki today! it's goooood. when i told them i was sick they were like, HUH?! den i thought they care for me you knw.. then in the end they said "THEN U CANNOT SHARE WITH US SPREAD TO US HOW?! WE FLYING OFF ON MON!" =/ wad nice frens *rolls eyes*.. so i had to use different pairs of chopsticks for eating and for kiap-ing.

and lol we wanted to watch movie but din have any good ones. so in the end we jus anyhow picked an NC-16 movie The Brave One w/o knwing who wad where how when the movie is like. lol... in the end it was pretty good.. abt this girl who started killing ppl for revenge... funny thing is, during the violence part, meiyun was like hiding behind her bag.. and weifu was like "KILL!! KILL!!!".. o.o? cynthia was like "CHIONGGGG ARH!" and uhh.. i was basically makign squeaking noises. *blushblush*... lol! i dnknw why we're frens seriously. and when the man got thrown off the building i told yun, "it's okay you can look now". and weifu said "HUH nv show us body? den we pay $7 for wad sia..."

hahahahahaha. i dnknw why everyting alws end up hilarious with them.. going pool on sat.. i tink i'm bringing a mask.. if i kana thrash by woon i'm nv taking the mask off.

you knw wad.. recently i realised that there're different words in the english dictionary for a reason. hehe... there's a big difference btw "friends", "classmates", and "colleagues"... ytd i said goodbye to my colleague & mentor ada. i'll probably nv see her again cos she's going china... i thought i'd be sad. but i realise that colleagues come and go. we go to work, we crap tgt, we eat tgt, den we count down to nine-thirty tgt, den we say goodbye & go back to our indivisual lives.. and the tgt doesnt really matter.

come tmr, i'll be saying goodbye to my classmates.. i think it's going to be sad. i have many nice classmates and i'm going to miss them loads. tell ya the truth, i think i've been one ass of an irritating classmate, often doing wad i feel like doing in class.. but now i realise that classmates too, come & go. we treasure the tgt-ness we had in 4B, we all love 4B. but at the end of the day we all have to move on and we all knw it... BUT. we can bring our frens along.. classmateship ends, but friendship never does. :)

i'm thankful for the frens i have. i'm going to miss you all being in the same class as me... it wun be the same, but it'll be alright. becos i knw all of you all are just 8numbers away! thankgod for phones lol.

& i just really really reallyyyy hope 4B chalet will turn out fine. last yr we had 10 of us in a 2bedroom super huge apartment for chalet. this yr we have 27 of us squeezed into one teeny mini room... & d complain king is going. roar. i just hope ppl realise that frenship wun end but this one last chalet is for the classmateship & we shld hang out as a class, not in groups.