sometimes in life, you just never know. everything can be alright now, and then in the next second, everything's wrong...

just like today, my whole family is laughing over a joke when suddenly my mom said, OMYGOD I FORGOT TO SWITCH OFF THE KITCHEN FIRE THIS MORNING.... and BHAMMM! just like that, the joke lay forgotten, everything seemed unimportant and we just chionged home.

the trip home from bugis seemed to take ten hrs rather ten minutes, with us not knowing wad to expect.. dreading the scene we'll soon face. me, i was more worried abt happy than uhh, the kitchen? thank god the fire wasnt big.. if it had reached the oil near it the whole kitchen would have exploded bah. there was a gas leakage, but happy was fine. phew.

still- safety is often last thing on our mind, or at least.. on my mind. i shudder to imagine what would have happened if a fire had claimed my entire house. (ohmygod if squishie went up in flames i dnwan to live either)... we shld be more careful. i dn blame my mum, i knw it could have just as easily be me... safety precautions, safety rules, whatever it is. it's important.

& i dnknw if you believe me, but i believe my mum. she remembered abt the fire in waterloo temple. and she said that she just had a suddenly image of the kettle burning... is it heaven's help? or is it just her memory? i dnknw. most ppl i knw now are freethinkers, but i alws believed that there's someone/someones above us.. knowing, helping, judging, guiding.

=) this leads me to a question i've alws alws thought about.. what happens when we die? do we just shut down, our memories trapped inside those brain cells that'll just die? or do we float away.. to heaven.. or to hell..? i dnknw. but i'd die to find out. HAHA.

rahhh. anw, life's no longer a bitch but a beach. =D gotten back my results; Amaths and LA were reallllyyyy disappointing but other than that i've given myself a pleasant surprise bah. i'm no longer placing my hopes on you-know-what.. instead i just wish things will remain like it is now... i just wish you wouldnt leave. i dnknw why. i think it's cos it's too big a question mark, and all the minus signs are really quite turning me off.





yoyo TANYEEHAN. welcome to the sixteen gang. HAPPY HAPPY B'DAY hon. :) i'm about to declare you missing and i'm seriously wondering whether i've imagined you existed. hint hint. hahahaha. oh well, you're still fifteen as i'm typing this now so i can bully you bah. YOU SUCKS WOMAN I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I'M DYING TO TALK TO YOU.. bleah. but okay i shall be a nice, understanding friend & since you're busy O-ing.. (u btr dn be dating!) so i shall give you my best wishes as a b'day present. (*imagines yeehan's glare*).. =P point is, i love you woman! take care of yourself. and i knw you'll do great with your O's.. just endure a while longer bah. once again, happy sweet sixteen. rock on.
*note to self: shall stop mentioning my happiness & tempting yeehan to go out*

BUT.. ONE LAST TIME I SHALL HAOLIAN TO YEEHAN HOW HAPPY I AM. if not when she comes back with her great O lvl results & all the fun i'll regret not choosing O's again. :(

i'm loving every single moment of it.
loving the feeling of going to school and knowing you'll enjoy the day with your classmates.
loving the feeling of attending classes without stress.
loving the feeling of looking forward to activities after school.
loving meeting up, catching up, chats without hesitation, walking and SHOPPING.
loving serial dramas, loving the fantasies and the daydreams.
loving the phonecalls and the missed calls greeting me when i wake.
loving work, loving keeping busy.
loving pasta, kfc, pizzahut, jack's place.

& just for memory's sake..
loved going ikea with meiyun =) love our chats, love you woman.
loved meeting up with wen once in a PINK moon when we're not pathetic salesgirl.
& cycling the whole of east coast park with d girls was quite an experience too. jinghuan scared the crap out of me. hahaha.
first time pool-ing with chunying, keith & ivan was O.O?? OH-I-HIT-THE-BALL-WOW- ing.
and i simply love teaching chemistry.. =P it's called the noob teaching the noobier.
resident's evil was heart-stopping.. & it aint just the show.
daddy's mommy's wedding anniversary dinner was sth new again.. we ate steamboat from 10pm-3am.
loved going to the arcade & being lousier than the kids.
love taking public transport. =P
... and at the end of it all, all i'm loving is the simplicity.


this simple connection between you & i. i dnwan it to change, ever.


loving the fact that there's so many things to look forward to.

many things happen in life, but at the end of the day, let us all look back and remember the good things and say: "we're happy". HAPPYJIUHAO.