Sunday, June 17, 2007
Within the next few days, i see that my dramatic life would come to an end. No one will hear me saying that i shopped till i thought i would drop dead the next day, or how much i envied the moon being envied by couples in the middle of the night, or me getting drunk ! Actually my life is much of a routine, meeting my beloved, my friends. I realised sometimes, why am i not spending time with my family, because i know they will be with me for a lifetime. everyone of us has taken our family for granted, we know why and ironically, we don't bother to mend the situation.
Today, i looked down through the window from the 12th level, i imagined my body plunging down and hitting the floor with a loud *plop. I though, for so many years human tried to make themselves fly, yet to no avail. the closest feeling of us flying, bungee jump ? Humans are after all incapable of making every thing happen, we are not God, we just have to do what we are supposed to do.
Why do people try so much to hide their feelings and intentionally divulge it to others?
-瑀涵
