Monday, June 25, 2007
It's pointless. If it's a treasured moment, we wouldn't need diaries. We always feel that jotting down some special days will mean recognition to that day. Then i realised today as i flipped through my diaries, i have forgotten so many of the things i had done in the past. Since i won't remember them, i shouldn't even be writing down. Because they are pretty much insignificant.Anyway this post was continued from several days ago, it was stagnant since that paragraph. So actulaly, i've forgotten how i wanted to end it, what my content is going to be like.
How many of you believe in inspirations ? I do, but sometimes, i feel that it came to me because God wants to reward me for thinking hard. We always say that we don't have the "feel" to write this composition, but is it because we are too lazy to think, or is it really because we have no ideas. Some of us really think very hard, but always there isn't a really nice plot. And now i know, it's because we are too distracted. Our brain is too filled up with other miscellaneous stuffs, they are minor individually, but as a together, they are enough to chase away all the good plots derived.
I didn't do well for my papers, not because i didn't study hard enough. But because my focus wasn't there. to put it mildly, i was too distracted. i must be too naive to think that i can do well with my phone on, chatting with another person, using the comp, singing along to a song played on the computer. serve me right. =/
i always believed that hard work brings great achievement. until that day i came across this architect, he said " do not believe in inspiration, because if you think hard enough, you will find the solution to your problem. " the only difference between me and him is, he believes in himself, i believe in divinity. naive and childish.
Now our eyes meet, i have this crazy plan
it had hatched inside my head since zillions __ ago
i want to run away with you
to a land with just you&i, flowers&trees, the sun&the moon
Because i don't like overnight disputes, brewing jealousy
i prefer quiet time with you, lovely days with you
and this crazy plan, i will never stop thinking about it !
Honey, get me ? ( :
