It has been a dream, so realistic. It seemed so real. When a feeling so true enclosed my naivety, reality burst the protective bubble. Only recently, reality called me back.
How long had I rejected reality, and it struck hard, ejecting me straight into trains of thoughts. I still cannot decipher them yet, so there isn’t going to be much of content here. When I can fathom the underlying meaning.
Sometimes in the night, I will reminisce. I will think not of my happy moments, but of the people I missed, the laughter I sacrificed in exchange for a love. I thought of those whom I met and will never encounter again, I thought of those I disappointed, I thought of those whom I treasured yet treated me like thrash. Because I really miss them, and then again, I know that nothing lasts. People come and go, they leave footprints in your heart, or perhaps you have forgotten them.
All they leave is but moments yet to be erased, and they vanish into thin air. Simple.
Then again, who isn’t troubled by affairs?
When everyone is seeking happiness, I thought that I am over that boundary.
-------cartel yesterday was bliss. Hahs. Weehoe was working yesterday so i insisted that he served me, and he bcame the joke among the staffs there. Anyway,the working environment is fun, lik ethe tampines branch ! i like. then again, the manager asked if i am interested in working, thought he was joking with me, but he asked ling to ask me again ! so honoured ( ; but i do know my focus and all. But if he's still going to hire me even if i am not going to work much, then no harm is done. everyone knows yeehan needs extra extra pocket money ! hahs.
Finally a serious photo, but sorry lings, you are cut from it ! i cannot handle my phone well >. <>
