Sunday, June 10, 2007
I always feel so relaxed when i am in Malaysia.Yet back in Singapore, i feel that i have a lot of unsettled matters. Actually i don't have the courage to face the problems here, i have been avoiding them. for the first time yesterday, i wanted to just stay in M'sia and live my life happily ( : i miss everyone there, despite the fact that they always feed me with good food each time i go back, making me gain a kg or two. i really miss them.
i am going to sleep with my phone switched off the next time round. i always have people calling in to wake me up, ji dan.
God, if I pray for courage & wits, would you just grant them to me.
I know you are going to say that all the ordeals I am going through now are moulding me to be a strong and truthful girl.
But Lord, can i just have talents and not hard work ?
My brain is going berserk just thinking !
EUNICE, i don't want to be black lahs. Black means evil, darkness, and everything NOT nice ! Swop colour with me pretty please ? ( :
-瑀涵
