Tuesday, May 22, 2007
life's like a ferris wheel. the only thing that'll get you through when you're at the bottom is knowing that you'll soon be at the top again.
=x i lost something very very important to me on the way home, and within seconds, the extremely good mood i was in just.. evaporated..
tuesdays are alws nice cos there's PE, my favourite subject! LOL.. tried tennis today.. not bad wor! quite fun. den went to watch spidey3 with the shujun, jolene, meiyun & chunying.. ahh i like it so much! it was one that swings from action to thrill to sadness to sweetness and everyting. a movie that had us screaming, grabbing hands, laughing, and duh-with-jolene-around, crying. and duh-with-meiyun-around, debating who is cuter. got kinda hysterical & crazy after the movie.. lol.
i think it's great. im not one for action-film, but i do so like to see him flying around. HAHA.. i wonder who cleans up the webs after him though.. LOL.
was still thinking abt the movie when i found out i lost it. =( sth very very important to me. alright if i tell you what it is you'll probably laugh your head off, but it IS very important to me. so much so i wanna tell the whole world. im sure everyone has something that he/she cant afford to lose...
okay, i knw im someone who loses things easily. money, wallets, phones, keys, cards somehow just always walk away from me. i lost my mp3 during level camp. but somehow it din really hit me hard. not becos im rich, im not! it's just.. sth i could afford to lose. the thing i lost today? i couldnt afford to lose it. no amt of money could ever buy it back.. and it hurts just to think abt it. =(
AHHH...! it makes me wish i have nothing more i cant afford to lose..! knw you're probably thinking why dun i just leave these very important things home right, but hor. home is the most dangerous place for me. things vanish around the house and never turns back... i dnknw why.
okay, im not making sense. but i jus wanna rant on and on. WHY ME? WHY ALWS ME. seldom has a week pass without me losing anyting! and it's not like i dun try, I DO. rah!
but at the end of the day, it's the same old thing. there's nth you can do abt it. face it, it's gone. it wun come back.
i dun even knw im crying becos im upset at myself for losing it or becos im upset at myself for still letting it matter.
that aside, i suppose i should talk abt the big night that we've all been waiting for for so long. may19.
all those hours. all those talks. all those practices. im glad to say it paid off. every single move you see that night has been debated and discussed. done over and over again. i darent say it was perfect, but it was one of our better ones, wasnt it? =)
DANCEBEATS AND SOULCLAPS..
we've come so far, indeed. all the furstration, all the stress, all those tears. we all wanted to do well. i can feel it. i surprised myself too.. it was our all. and yea, i tink we did it. i hope we made everyone who played a part proud, esp people like meichien n vanessa...
that day was a blur.. a mad rush. make up. hair. costume. hats. formation. moves. lines. preparation. dinner. goodluck notes. smses. flowers. and suddenly, it was time. we were on stage. i was so nervous.. we all were. but our bodies knw wad to do. it couldnt fail.. x) all too soon, the dance was over, the applause sounded. funny, i hadnt looked at any other member during the dance, but i knw it was good.. vanessa said she could feel our spirit, pherhaps this is wad she meant by, many in body, one in mind. =) it was good.
hmm. pherhaps this year's theme sums it all up... dreams and nightmares. it feels like a nightmare at many points, but in the end, it just seemed like a dream that came true, but remembered as a dream.
din take many photos that night cos as usual i look like someone punched me in the eye with my amateur make up skills. haiis. but so many many thanks to all the people who came down to support, especially ling, kai, sis n the 4B ppl!! (it's okay hannie. im so sorry to hear wad happened..)
i swear i've got the sweetest parents on earth. not only did they insist on coming to my concert, making sure i've got breakfast, look wad they got me.. a sunflower with a note that says "you're our sun" (LOL), and my very own first make-up kit.
AND i've got the "cutest" friends on earth.
shocked me to death with the GREEN broccoli. O.O!! luckily there were carnations to make up for it or i swear i'll like, chomp off the veg on the spot. eeeyer ugly green. i cant believe my mum cooked it.
thank you, all. =) yes i received tomatoes too. if you can spot it. haiis.
yay floorshockers. this aint one of our better photos, all our minds were on practice.
i like wad decorates the TV now. =) well. which girl doesnt love roses? xD
oh yea. put on my lower braces. it hurts like siao. more than i remembered it. funny how sometimes you jus cant remember pain huh.
IM GOING MALAYSIA TMR NIGHT. SHH. =P
I CANT WAIT. it's gonna be so crazy and so much fun.. my family feels more like my best frens.. =)
