Tuesday, May 15, 2007
im totally crazy, as in, really. time now is 3.56am.. i've had one of the longest day ever. and im abt to have another one tmr. okay, today. im supposed to wake up at 6 later.. and im still blogging away. i can forget abt sleeping tonight.something's bothering me. so much so that no matter how i toss and turn in bed, i just cant enter dreamland. i wonder how humans sleep. hahah yeah right you'll see me sleeping in class tmr. i've never had insomia before. so why now?
i love my sister. talked to her till now, before she fell asleep in the middle of a sentence.. it alws feels good to talk to someone older. i often forget that she is. hello, this is the woman who jumps whenever she's happy. haha. like sister like sister! =) im much calmer than i was this afternoon, but it feels like it'll never be OK again.
but it will be, everyting alws is. and i dnwanna talk abt it, please dun ask me.
so yeah. now, at 4.00 am in the morning, i shall blog abt level camp. Lol. was waiting for photos from others, but it'll come another time.
hmm. this camp 7-11 may, feels more like a tour than a camp. sure, it's in some ulu place, but the facilities were not bad wor. add frens and fun to the equation and it balances up to produce a smiley face. haha.
everyone seems to be going on and on abt how much fun they've had, how much they love their classes, spamming photos, blabla. yea! i had fun too, i love 4b much much, and i took abt a million photos. but somehow i dun see why you'd be interested in knowing abt how we almost melted in the sun visiting orang alis. i dun wanna bore with details of how we'd each take heapfuls of one dish and have crazy meals tgt as a table. i shall not amaze you with how javier alws manages to make a whole fish disappear, or how jolene eats sweets + wrappers. i will not tell you abt the crazy episodes of meiyun, cynthia, and i in the shopping mall. i wun elaborate on how i manage to emerge trumphiant in bridge. i wun tell you abt how i did batik painting, coconut leaf weaving, flew a kite that's higher than the clouds, had a chance to look at another traditional lifestyle. i shant tell you abt going to the beach late at night to watch turtle lay eggs and i cant even see my own feet in the dark.
and as kath said, we're living for the nights.. =D but i still wun tell you abt those nights that're the highlights.. pillow fights, girltalks, beach walks and all.
and in saying nothing, i've just said everyting. COOL RIGHT. haha, not! =/
=P i'll just say that i've learnt alot this camp.. really. i hate it when nothing goes my way. why me? i'd ask. but heys, it has to be someone. so why not me? everytime im angry, i cant control it. i'll say whatever i like, i'll do whatever i feel like doing. i've been like that all my life. but it's wrong. it's childish. and to ppl who know, im sorry. and i'll try to change. *sings* and be a better man.
alright if i were to sum up this camp i'll say, "crazy, fun but expected." it could be better i supposed, but in many ways camp brings back many =) memories.
Class 4B'07.. we rule.
yea 4B love ms low. or mSLOW as it says on our jerseys. =P
=) guess which am i? kay a lil duh.
tallest is the shortest, shortest is the tallest..! haha.
im too lazy to crop. anw, woon called this, "second pig house". cos the first one we visited made of straw, this is made of wood. thank god we're staying in the brick hotel and no wolf can blow it down!
outside central market.
me, nana, chunying. ready for dinner!
later they came over, and due to the many many cameras we were late and had to run after the bus... o.O
my fellow-mahjong craziness. while others drew smiley faces we tried to draw 160 tiles of mahjong.
my batik piece. pretty? so sad lor no white = no pink.
and the breath-taking scenery from 2 hotels..
overall, i am...
=)
i love moaning about flies and *** with woon.
i love making up crappy lyrics with yun.
i love CAM WHORING with jo.
i love wobbling to and fro with kath. (i can imagine her hysterical laughter)
i love eating cup noodles everynight with chunying.
i love that talk with jing.
i love how cynthia lent me her mp3 when i lost mine.
i love all kinds of stupid games we'd play.
i love 4B. i love us, just us, just fun.
to be honest, 4B aint exactly united in everyday-life. we all knw we're heading for different directions come next year. and maybe, some of us already has that special place in our hearts taken up and aint ready to let anyone in. but yet, there's a bond btw us, a class spirit that rises up when pumped. someone said, 4B cheers alws pawned the other classes. i doubt it's true, but when we cheer as a class i knw every single one of us cheers the loudest we can. don't ask me how, i just know it. cos it's 4B afterall, and no matter how one or two might just not get along, we all love 4B.
we're all classmates now. but im greedy. i want more than just my own goodfriends. i want us all as friends. good friends, even. don't wait till it's too late again, alright? =) lovelove.
i knw 4B put up a poor performance. we were too lost in our books and werent ready before the camp, unlike other classes.. but we tried. we really did. and that's wad matters. i really salute our dearest chairperson shujun. every night, on the bus journeys, or wadevr, when we're all playing cards, all we see is her copying the lyrics again and again and again. wow. we belong to the slacker community, yet you've really shown us all wad a great chairperson you are! and to javier though he'll never ever read this, i think he rocks. you ARE good in beatboxing kay, just nerves only. we all knw you could do it. dun tink you malu yourself lah, cos no one thinks badly of you, really.
coming back from malaysia, i realise there were people who really didnt want to leave malaysia.. becos it's back to all the work and all the stress. sec4 year. sigh. i had fun too, but i cant wait to get home. i dnknw. there, we dicussed abt their regressive lifestyle, how we shld help them improve with technology, etc. but here, all we want to do is to slow down our pace. look, i've been back 4 days, and everyday i've been out in the morning where it's dark and back when it's dark. it's busy busy busy.
i love moaning about flies and *** with woon.
i love making up crappy lyrics with yun.
i love CAM WHORING with jo.
i love wobbling to and fro with kath. (i can imagine her hysterical laughter)
i love eating cup noodles everynight with chunying.
i love that talk with jing.
i love how cynthia lent me her mp3 when i lost mine.
i love all kinds of stupid games we'd play.
i love 4B. i love us, just us, just fun.
to be honest, 4B aint exactly united in everyday-life. we all knw we're heading for different directions come next year. and maybe, some of us already has that special place in our hearts taken up and aint ready to let anyone in. but yet, there's a bond btw us, a class spirit that rises up when pumped. someone said, 4B cheers alws pawned the other classes. i doubt it's true, but when we cheer as a class i knw every single one of us cheers the loudest we can. don't ask me how, i just know it. cos it's 4B afterall, and no matter how one or two might just not get along, we all love 4B.
we're all classmates now. but im greedy. i want more than just my own goodfriends. i want us all as friends. good friends, even. don't wait till it's too late again, alright? =) lovelove.
i knw 4B put up a poor performance. we were too lost in our books and werent ready before the camp, unlike other classes.. but we tried. we really did. and that's wad matters. i really salute our dearest chairperson shujun. every night, on the bus journeys, or wadevr, when we're all playing cards, all we see is her copying the lyrics again and again and again. wow. we belong to the slacker community, yet you've really shown us all wad a great chairperson you are! and to javier though he'll never ever read this, i think he rocks. you ARE good in beatboxing kay, just nerves only. we all knw you could do it. dun tink you malu yourself lah, cos no one thinks badly of you, really.
coming back from malaysia, i realise there were people who really didnt want to leave malaysia.. becos it's back to all the work and all the stress. sec4 year. sigh. i had fun too, but i cant wait to get home. i dnknw. there, we dicussed abt their regressive lifestyle, how we shld help them improve with technology, etc. but here, all we want to do is to slow down our pace. look, i've been back 4 days, and everyday i've been out in the morning where it's dark and back when it's dark. it's busy busy busy.
but i like it. it's the only way i knw how to live. it's my life. i just cannot lead those kind of simple, unfulfilling life. im someone who multi-task every minute of the day. and this is home, truly. mummy, daddy and sister made a welcome home banner for me. =D oh well, you'll only find that in my family.
felt so guilty. i was so busy having fun, i forgot all abt calling home. and my mummy waited every night for my call. i will never forget abt home again. home. this single word makes up almost all.
=) home sweet home.
NOT. it's back to work again! even my dog has to study.. if not how to compete with other dogs?! hahahaha.
i'll see you on the 19th i hope.
