Saturday, May 12, 2007
Because people change and leave at the most unexpected moments. Because it is when you needed someone most, you will be posed a challenge to face it yourself. Or perhaps, you had always been that vulnerable, you had always been alone.So far life has been great. Life has always been great. Because you are always given another alternative to look at things, another opportunity to spice things up, another chance to everything. Life is that fair; if we learn to cherish. Right ?
anyway, i had been burying myself into piles of notes that i didn't have time to think of anything else, except my results. I didn't go shopping anymore, i didn't even use the computer. I was cooped up at home, revising. And in fact, i was so stressed up over this MYEs that my mind blanked out during the real papers. My teacher says she would rather i blank out now than during Os. But then again, she had no idea how much i want to do well in this paper. The sole purpose of doing well is not to give myself a reason to not going back to school during the holidays, but i wanted to do well since i put in so much efforts. and i don't want to always breeze through my papers through luck and nothing else. however, the fact that i cleared my doubts for each subject during this MYE cheered me up quite a lot compared to the previous times ( :I just have to accept the results, and the accept the fact that I'm viewed through results.
Anyway, thees few months weren't easy for anyone of us i believe. I went back to visit my great grand ma in the midst of all these, she was down with an illness. was very upset bout it, but somehow, he always manage to cheer me up,a bit. haha.
:DDDanyway, yesterday was fun because i finally tasted the joy of complaining after long shopping walks. first with the girls, then with lings. lings&i played badminton with my younger siblings. hahas. it was fun just sweating out and knowing that despite of all the frauds, i still can feel contentment in this life.
oh, and just something for all to look at, something which i thought was nice, because it's proudly drawn by me ( : i assume it's a robot posing with a victory sign.
KISS ME TO HEAVEN-Yuhan, wants to be called Kyra, because it is a nice name.
