maybe im a perfectionist, or maybe im just a loser.

i jus dun see why i should do sth dat i know i could have done better. i alws feel like starting over again. feel like quitting if i knw i cant do it well.

but sometimes dere aint second times. sometimes you just have to hang on till you pull through.

i fell out during nafa 2.4 km today... ran 4rounds den din complete.. the pain was killing me.. i din wanna run, but i tot i could. the awful truth was that maybe i could, but i jus didnt. becos it hurts so badly.

felt so lousy as i sat at the sidelines and watched everyone else finishing the run... :(

it's unlike me to just give up like that, especially sth like running, sth i thought i could do. it just seems so hard now, it's been ages since i ran. i wish i had preservered and jus finished it.

haiis. but oh well. time to train. =) run run run! thanks to my "da jie" who's going running with me every morning from tmr onwards! so if u see two siao kias running on the track early in the morning, yes it's us. hahah.

was late for school this morning.. lol. cos i went praying with my family early in the morning! to the tiger god who's supposed to open his mouth today... o.o ahaha. cos im supposedly offending him this year.. =x dnknw why. i tink it nice dat my daddy alws takes extra effort to take note of which god i've offended. cos im alws like, falling down, getting into accidents all those things. =( well. blessings are alws good.. all religions are the same, be sincere!

soon cheered up after the 2.4 tho.. it was a nice day! well, schdays are alws a great deal of fun! alright, so i spend every single minute getting niao-ed. boo.. but.. i like. bwahaha. i like shopping after school. i like laughter. i like jokes. i like secrets. i like being with you. even the much dreaded stupid leadership workshop was kinda fun...!

and let me introduce to you my new hobby..

SINGING.
i've nv liked to sing, cos i sound more like a spoilt radio.. but im sure my classmates love my singing! cos then they'll be consoled that they can sing better.. and be happy. and im happy too! perfect.

and no one can be upset while singing can! hahaha. singing brightens ur day! singing drives all the shadows away! singing is good for health! singgggg!

to all the stressed souls out dere who shldnt be reading this anyway, im stressed too. :(

here's a line for you.

small things can amount to big things. but big things are often small if viewed in another way.

it inspired me. :) thankyou.