Tuesday, March 20, 2007
it's like what, the second day of school? and already the holidays seems like a few yrs ago.. -_- it feels like forever that my wake-up-at-6-and-sleep-at-1 routine has been going on. it seems like always that there's work to be done. =( and im really tired of being tired. tired of worrying abt a failing mark. tired of not getting good grades.. sigh. it feels like grades are everything dat surrounds me now. oh god. i need a life.but acty, school's not dat bad. lessons fly pass when u're not staring at the wall.. not knowing ur part.. wishing ur smart. which is wad i did the whole of last year. and i love my classmates lots! hehe. nv fail to make me laugh.. somedays i think abt growing up, think abt us all moving on... like ten yrs down the road. i wish i can fast forward and see! will i be a doctor/teacher/wife/mother like i so wanna be? or will i end up being a parasite in society. =/ it's half the fun not knowing tho. but bah. i knw im gonna miss my studying days. im gonna miss sitting down and learning as a class. im gonna miss d jokes and d talks and d bond shared. d walks and shops after school.
and then again, dere're days like today. where everything jus seems to crumble. where the work seems more like a mountain. and dere's nv enough time. where there're problems and little things dat i din or cant say.
i jus feel like screaming now. GIVE ME BACK MY HOLIDAYS! i want my mahjong sessions and shopping trips and books and outings and phonecalls and.. and. and.. everything.
i need some retail therapy.
i miss hols. pictures!
cooked pasta at wen's hse. we were lucky we din burn down the kitchen! haha. it's so pathetic how we struggled to open the can food. can murder ppl de lo!

it's delicious.

window-shop therapy.. i love bearbears.

it's delicious.
window-shop therapy.. i love bearbears.
MAHJONG!! loves to my karkees. and yea. only mahjong-ers can appreciate this. nobody knew! and it's a ten tai secret. =D
den dere was wen's b'day 2F dinner..
LOVES to the pretty b'day girl!
haha d guys are so seh. like, duh. -.-

okay i've gotta credit ivan here. hehe. he waited for me an hour at the bus-stop. okay so he complained to the whole world dat his butt was flat cos he sat too long waiting for me.. which is like, so SO??.. i was standing squashed in a bus okay.. but nvm. here's to my whiny patient son. =D
haha d guys are so seh. like, duh. -.-
us girls. =)
okay i've gotta credit ivan here. hehe. he waited for me an hour at the bus-stop. okay so he complained to the whole world dat his butt was flat cos he sat too long waiting for me.. which is like, so SO??.. i was standing squashed in a bus okay.. but nvm. here's to my whiny patient son. =D
a lil sth dat i wanna share...
a long long long time ago, it was my first time in love... =D our whole relationship basically consist of him walking me home everyday, and that's it... one day, i was very upset. (i cant even rmb why).. he picked up a stick and wrote my name into the wet cement on the road... and he told me nv to be upset whenever i cross dat spot. cos someone out dere loves me. forever.
nowadays, i always walk home alone. somedays when im feeling troubled or down, i'll stop at the spot and smile.. everythings feels a little better. but u knw wad? days come and go. & i dn rmb anymore. i dn rmb wad he looks like.. dn rmb how it felt. dn rmb how things were. we jus went our different ways on graduation day n never met again... lol.
morale of the story? everything fades in time... u might not believe it, but time heals all; everyone forgives. and forgets.
im moving soon.. by the time i moved, will i still rmb the existence of this spot?
Cruise the day before school starts!
Our family keeps expanding. and i cant wait till i bring my own addition. Lol.
Bestcousins!
I really love the sea. Alot. HAHAHA.
but THIS is my ultimate favourite... =)
yea i knw it's off-centre. but i basically risked my life for this shot kayyy. hahaha. i was like, leaning so far off the boat my mummee got a fright. lol.

sunset.. =D
sunset.. =D
life's good. maths ruins it. haha.




