phew. today i was looking at my student handbook with every single inch of it filled with doodles... den suddenly i jus had to exclaim.. "OHMYGAWD it's like the THIRD WEEK already?"

time flies.. the tests are already approaching like monsters ready to devour me. soon i'll be engulfed with mountains of work. dere'll be ccas and projects and matches to support and everything. ahhh. & after all these i'll have to slog during the so-called holidays.. den i'll have to fight the exams.

what comes after that? another year. and it'll start all over again. =(

so much to look forward to. *rolls eyes*

but oh well. school aint all the exams. aint all abt the grades. i think if you see it as a way of getting knowledge it'll be different. HAHA. and school's fun! im getting cleverer anyway! and i love my new nickname.. it's called doctor lim. yes indeed, may i be of help? oh you're having a fever? that's cos you're too hot! jus go swimming..

i did not threaten to kill my classmates if they call me stupid eunice. i did not bribe them to call me doctor lim. i did not throw things at them when they make up stupid songs abt a certain "stupid eunice".

work hard. work smart. it's a crucial year. no one can afford to fail.. it feels good to be a goodgirl. yes, i know most ppl out dere thinks this wun last, think it's jus gonna be a few wks before i revert to slacking. a lil sad, but i thank those who remind me to go home study, who calls and checks if im studying. lol. i know you mean well.

i like learning new things. but sumtimes i look around me, and i think.. is this all there is to life? is it all about the marks, abt the grades.. are they everything that'll determine ur success? =/ whatever happened to "character builds destiny.."?

anw, today's a full-moon day.. i eat vegetarian.. but i acty forgot and had spicy chicken pasta today.. oh man. i seldom forget things like this, im jus too busy.. there's nv enough time. for everything i wanna do. live life to the fullest, yes indeed.. but where does fun n happiness end and pirorities and responsibilities start?

today, my mum was like complaining that i nv eat dinner at home anymore.. she said it pouting, which makes it worse. i'd rather she scolds me. i feel so bad. like she spends hrs cooks and it all goes to waste.. =x

family... they nv get forgotten, or forsakened.. only neglected. don't wait till it's too late before you start cherishing kay.. i love being with my frens. be it jus a casual stroll through the streets, or just having a talk somewhere. but what i've forgotten lately is that my parents would love to have my company too.. like sometimes just watching tv with them makes them happy..

daddy works everyday just to pay the bills and put food on the table. mummy spends her time cleaning, washing, cooking.. daddy remembers to make milo for me everynight, to remind me abt pocket money, to take all the fishbones out before giving me fish. mummy remembers to wake me up every morning, to cook healthy yet unfattening food, to buy wadever i need.

i din remember anyting. =( the least i could do is to spend more time with them.

im sry. =( unconditional love... it can spoil.

it's amazing how a phone call can brighten up a day. =)