Friday, January 26, 2007
I slept in class today. It ain't supposed to be an amazing thing, since it is so common anywhere else. But today, something in me was prompting me to stay awake. " You are Secondary Four. " I really tried to force my eyes open, but the teacher's voice is so soft and meek, it is like hypnotising me. Not as though i made a pact to myself that i am going to stay awake throughout all lessons or something, but it still doesn't feel right to be sleeping in class.
See, i have the right attitude towards school life now ! Being a student is my responsibility, and i should thus by all means, be a good student ! (:
Oh funny thing is, the sun absorbed my tiredness away as soon as i was having my training.
My life now is really very disorganised; i don't see why am i always rushing around places in a day. I am starting to feel lethargic, my immune system going down too, feeling sick every now and then.
Alrights, i am going to sleep early today (((:
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I was thinking about me running short of time and money, and i realised that there is another scarier situation. Having no money or time, is better than having no friends.
Imagine, you are at the lowest of your life. You came from a broken family with an abusive parent, not a high scorer in school, nor are you well liked by your school mates. You have nobody to turn to, except perhaps those dead soft toys lying around your bed. Everywhere you go, you seem to be too late. And you blame it on yourself that everything happened. You are alone.
Yet, you would be able to face everything with the love from your loved ones ! What an amazing thing love is. I admit that i live on LOVE. i need to be loved and love everyday. Little actions like asking about my day, giving me sweets, they are all enough to brighten up my day.
They say that friends are like torchlights, shining through your deepest times and bringing you out of that abyss.
It's cheesy, but do you dare say it is not true ?
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First, i like you. Then, I LOVE YOU.
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EUNICE LIM, BLOG !
WE WILL BE GOING OUT SOON. WHEN I AM FREE. LOVE YOU.
XOXO.
