EUNICE LIM; THIS IS SO GOING TO BE A FREAKING LONG&BORING POST, JUST TO PUSH THAT PHOTO DOWN. LIKE WTH. IF YOU WISH TO KNOW THE DEFINITION OF UGLY, LOOK AT THAT PHOTO TAKEN YEARS AGO =/

yes im awake, at this hour, six am. hahs. when school reopens, it would not be surprising for me to wake up at this hour, dragging myself out of bed, preparing for school. hey ! there's only like three weeks to start of a new year, start of new school term ! i had better get my engine started. i dont wish to look like a moron, staring back at the teacher, questioning her alien language.

anyway, life is indeed a vicious cycle. when we finish school, we have to brood over the politics we face in working life. during retirement, we have to understand that our kids will neglect us somehow. all the way till death, nothing is brought with our empty shell, not even these memories. so sometimes, i actually wonder, where in the world will we go after death. hell/heaven, reincarnation, or just death. because there might or might not be a god in this world. and im not intending to have faith in any god right now. i was a Christian, until i realized that i couldn't place my family after god. if god really exists, my family will be banished to hell, while im enjoying life up there. no, i cannot do that.

but anyway, life is just so... stupid.

nevertheless, it's this sense of responsibility that kept me going on for fifteen and coming years. not because i care about how outsiders view me, but i have to be responsible for my duties and actions. i just cannot be sloppy, it's inside me.

anyway, treasure life !

shoots, this post is not long enough =/ never mind, i will write another post again. because i just cannot crap for so long, tires my brain.

and what in the world is the link between being awake at six, preparing for school, vicious cycle, religions, stupid life, humanity senses !?! arghs, i don't care. i just want to be drunk, now.