and so, yet another holiday has came and went, 2mths had seemed like forever in november, yet really, it's over in a flash.

i wanted to do sth meaningful this holiday.. work and earn money? revise and study my work? do volunteer work? learn a new skill? maybe even go jumping and grow a few cm. =P

welllll, if truth be told, i din do any of the above. in the end, all i did this holiday, is to be myself and have fun..!

all my mahjong karkees and the hilarious games. dance sessions and going out after them. all the shopping and the walking and talking. all the movies and supposedly studying sessions. all the chalets and outings. my superb KL trip. having the fall and having scars.

dere're many things i've learnt this holiday..

it's fun to meet new people!
frens aint a commitment, dey're an unspoken agreement dat never expires.
to have fun you don't have to be fun.
chocolates melts. not in ur mouth but in ur heart. =D
heart-to-heart chats are the medicine for any sickness.
pessimism is the worst contagious disease on earth.
rain can wash away everything.
why cry in the rain when you can play in it?
it's easy to forgive but hard to forget.
Laughter is the shortest distance between two people.
There is just no place like home.

Real difficulties can be overcomed. it's just the imaginery ones dat are hard.. don't think too much.

well, that's that. just another hour and 2006 will be history. sumtimes i tink of the fact that 365 days have passed and i feel like strangling myself. like what on earth have i been doing? i've screwed up in almost every area of my life. but i don't feel like looking back anymore, when you walk looking back it's easy to fall down you noe.

i think i'll alws look back and see 2006 as a year where i've had fun. where i've made mistakes. and learned. where i grew up alot. negatively thinking, i've lost alot, it's been a bad year. mistakes can be forgiven, but there'll alws be consequences. but then again, i've gained alot too. and though these gains will never make up for these loss, it makes it better. somehow. =)

i've also grown up alot. became more sure of who i am. of who i wanted to be.

it's time for a new year. for a showdown with myself. my pen will be mightier than swords and i'll win against those test papers! muahahahahhahaa.

Bring. It. On.